once upon a time, there’s a creature whose name is Ana. Whose personality was splitted into three. Who then created a diary called Philosophia Indeterminiva, which came not from her llectual background. It came naturaly from her instinct. She crawled for identity, understanding her true self. Her complex being. Somehow during the way, this philosophia indeterminiva has given her to be melancolic as Ana, to be strong and manly as Ian and to be just usual girl as Kris. Her three personality indeed blended carefully as time goes by but not without rejection to one each other.

So for some age in her life she has been so much distracted with her personalities that he learnt to adore men along with hating them, discarded girly things while her other personalities cherished them. Or just don’t know them at all. Many opposites qualities were grown and found each places in her small litle head.
To bring her pain and happiness beyon her expectation.

Maybe her stories of splitted personalities were untrue, maybe it was only about search of her trueself.it was her teenage story, where she were casted back and forth by her dreams, idealism and youth spirit. The stories which create her philosophia indeterminiva, philosophy of unknown things. Which in this term were her.And in this case, me.